There’s a cut and paste version of explaining what the Speak! CD is all about,

Speak! is a women of color-led media collective. In the summer months of 2008, they created a CD compilation of spoken word, poetry, and song. After months of hard work, they are excited to finally share their first self-named album with the world!

With artists and poets from all over the country, the Speak! CD is a testament of struggle, hope, and love. Many of the contributors are in the Radical Women of Color blogosphere and will be familiar names to you. Instead of just reading their work, you’ll be able to hear their voices.

Proceeds of this album will go toward funding mothers and/or financially restricted activists wanting to attend the Allied Media Conference in Detroit, MI this July. This is our own grassroots organizing at its finest with financial assistance from the AMC. Here it is, ready for your purchasing!

but I thought I’d give you another version in case you already read that…

In all the juke and jive I’ve encountered about how people want to raise their social consciousness, in all the complaints that online interaction and threads don’t really do anything, amongst all the bemoaning the road that mainstream music has traveled, and all the talk among folks who want to “help” but don’t know how…Here is a musical, artistic collection of work between scholars, activists, poets, mothers, warriors, students, sisters, and partners which does one thing: it speaks truth.

Each track, as I listened to it again last night, is piece of truth of someone’s life. You may not understand it. You may not get it. But, there it is, twenty tracks of spoken truth reserved to fill the spaces and ears of those willing to listen and engage.

Be a part of it.

More food for you. More voices. More insight.

There is a guest post by Aaminah Hernandez over at Problem Chylde entitled The Top Five Ways that White Feminists Continue to Discredit Women of Color.

Here are bullets to whet your appetite…

1) Say we are too “involved” or biased in regards to the subject, and claim
that you are more “objective”.

2) Say we are ignorant of the subject,
even though the subject is our own life, history, culture or religion, because
we have dared to speak to our own story and question the way outsiders have
portrayed it. This includes questioning our academic background (or lack of),
our writing style/ability, and whether or not we cite “accepted” texts to prove
our points.

3) Speak condescendingly towards us. Tell us we are too young or too old,
naïve or bitter, and that we are angry or emotional, etc.

4) Pull out
your “credentials” to show that you have more support and legitimacy than we
do.

5) Say we are hurting the cause of feminism, or that we aren’t really
feminist at all.

Don’t comment here. GO THERE AND READ HER WORK!

Dear Firefly,

I’ve been thinking about your words, your anger, and the message lying underneath it; about how people cannot come together at the table and discuss if not everyone can attend.

At first, I thought we were just looking past each other. And I thought it was about not being explicit about this “space” on my blog and in the Allied Media Conference. I thought, “Maybe I just didn’t clarify the fact that no one can make it to both spaces and so opening it up in various locations makes it more inclusive.” The table, so to speak, is moved from one place to the next and if folks can’t be there at some moments, well, you have another opportunity to join in later.

I see what you’re saying about moving something online to offline. My first thought process was to spread it out, make it as open, transparent, and accessible as possible. When you expressed your disagreement, I thought it was a conflict of models, a difference of HOW a “series” of conversations should be done.

In retrospect, that’s just kind of half-assing it. Throwing up my hands and shrugging my shoulders when it is not enough for those like you who DO want to be there and CANNOT make it to the table is not, as I wanted, radical. At all. My reply shouldn’t have been, “Well, you can be at SOME of the the talks, just like others who can’t be here online and will be at the AMC.” It should have been more thoughtful, considering where your anger was coming from. I should have bravery to face the legitimate place of where your reaction sprouted and how I threw more dead hay, more of the same, than what was needed – water.

If radical organizing and breaking through old concepts of inclusion and communication is our agenda, than what I proposed is not good enough. And saying, “Well, it’s going to suck, no matter what, let’s just try and build from what we have,” is strikingly similar to tunes I’ve heard from, as you called it, elite white feminists. Once I stopped and listened, I could hear myself humming that same tune. That tune of, “Well, it’s just an idea, stop getting so hot and bothered about it,” mixed in with, “This is the best I can think of right now, ” with a little bit of, “That’s not what I meant,” with a whole lot of confusion, reciprocating anger, and frustration.

As long as it was coming from the insides of a good ol‘ radical women of color identified feminist, like myself, then it wasn’t wrong. The idea wasn’t excluding as soon as I explained MY side of it. Your anger was YOUR reaction, not anything I did or am accountable.
Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.

Blackamazon (who I need to thank in truckloads) fed me a pool of good questions and thoughts to swim through and I am understanding that “radical” to me is about finding the root. I’m seeing that if what I say, propose, cuts blood on the arm of who I *claim* to want to work with, I shouldn’t hand you a band aid, I need to look at how what I put out there managed to cut you and not me and look down the path so we can steer clear of either of us bleeding. I shouldn’t be there to lament with you, cut my own arm to be in solidarity with you, but, get rid of whatever cut you in the first place.

If I proposed something that didn’t work for you, the response after your feedback should be, “how do WE make it better so this works?” Not, “Well, what do I do about it so I can fix it?”
There’s a difference between collaborating to make something work and solely fixing it so there’s a solution.

It’s not about making everyone happy, I realize. It’s about working to create an environment where everyone feels invested in each other, in each idea that moves toward action. If it illicits anger, particularly from a WOC whom I trust, then the fit isn’t right.

It isn’t right. Period.

In my mind, the big picture conversation is a “series” and “for those who can,” and I see now and how that is not radical. Not in the least. If I was to turn this space into a profound and shifting conversation about how women of color and radical women of color communicate with one another each other, I would have clarified, specified a few questions. I may have delved into the deep-cutting factors that influence HOW we talk to each other and how that will impact our conversation. Like

And instead of casual-izing the agenda, a more radical writer might be willing to look Deeper than what she thought was possible and look past the defensiveness and scope of her own peripheral vision.

I see not only your anger, but the Why of it.

I see how patterns of privileged organizing are re-birthed into the places where we say they are not allowed. The intention to do or build “something else” does not necessarily mean we will succeed right away in our efforts. Just because I say I want to “de-centralize” or dilute the US-centrism in our conversation doesn’t change the reality I am standing on US soil and that will reflect that in all that I propose unless I dismantle my own US/ego-centrism.

Your Australian view of what US-centrism looks like will probably be clearer than my standing in the middle of the road in Cleveland, Ohio. Your view may not be perfect, nor is mine, but how we see each other, and how we discuss that difference may be one critical step is forging a space that works for both of us. Maybe if we both look upward, away from our respective countries and try to shoot the sky with the fireworks of our ideas, maybe we find a space that belongs neither here nor there, but is accessible to us both, to all who wish to be part of it. Maybe that’s the blogosphere. Maybe not. I don’t know.

The necessity to be specific, to state what we can and cannot do, cannot be overstated.

I CAN try. I CANNOT do this alone.

I CAN open up a idea, but I CANNOT expect for it to stay the same after it is offered to others.

I CAN take feedback, but I CANNOT be defensive.

I CAN write about what being a woc means to me, how my US citizenship affects it, how my definitions desire to be widened but, despite that good intention, still CANNOT grasp the entire conflicts and hardships of radical international/transnational effort.

I can try to understand, but I must be willing to take time to process when things get hairy.

This thread was created to discuss how we, women of color, talk to each other. It is a space where we must be able to find an exchange of difference and respect, but must be willing to look at ourselves, run into ourselves, and not run away from this process when we look like assholes.

This is how I am trying to move forward and if it’s not enough, I’ll dig deeper again.

I will continue to do so and return to my digging spot as many times as necessary until we all sense we’re heading in a good direction, until we’re all heard, and want to invest our words and time.

-Lisa